Some people come in your life as blessings others in your life come as lessons

Threw out my whole life ive had so many people come and go, and when a person comes along that i like i try everyway possible to keep them in my life. there are just few now a days but they are some of the greatest people in this world,

Alyssa Hanson: 

I dont even know where to start, she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. she is truly the greatest friend I've ever had. i met her the first year i moved to Blairstown and ever since then her and I have had a roller coaster of fun and amazing times. My senior Year i moved in with her and her wonderful mother who now I call my own. She is really like a sister to me any time i needed her she was there, any time i was upset she made me smile and she's always putting everyone before herself.

 Rachel Caggiano:

Rachel is probably the only person from my graduating class that i can say i actually liked threw out high school.Her and I had classes together and had to deal with each other almost everyday. Shes extremely fun, although completely different then I am Her and I some how got along. She would have my back for most anything and i know i can rely on her.

 Delsa Keirnan:

Delsa is by far the sweetest most genuine friend a person could ask for,She is like no one else. everything about her sparkles,she is a ditsy,but intelligent strong willed little girl. She puts herself last ALWAYS and shes just the person  to go to if your having a hard time.

Trish George:

 Oh Trish, she is like me in another body, no joke. I haven't known her for long at all but it feels like a lifetime. She is the best room ate i could ask for out of Blairstown. Her and I spend everyday with each other and I somehow dont get tired of her. For people who know me well,other then the ladies on this page i hate girls. everything about them erks me. But Trish is exactly the same she is one wild and crazy person. If i have a sudden urge to go do something she'd be right behind me. I'm a little upset that I met her so late but im glad shes in my life now.

   

 

Exciting things to come.

My life has been pretty hectic over the past few months because i have a ton on my plate.I am battling a terrible stomach problem, trying to get all my things together, losing weight and doing my cdc's!  everything is pretty self explanitory except for cdc's there my upgrade training, there probably the size of an average college book but i only have 2 weeks to finish each volume, and i have 9!!! i have been working so hard to get them done but i feel like im not getting anywhere i just want them to be done!! ugh! but on a better note while i have been back in the states my husband has been working his little butt of in Germany getting everything together for me to get over there, i have to admit at first i was a little worried but man he just proved me wrong again! He has been house hunting for weeks and picked a house! i couldn't do any better myself, he is seriously amazing.

I guess some of it is being remodeled so it has some work, but i cant wait! I just just want to start my life with my husband, we've been married for almost 6 months and have never had each other so were starting a little late, dont get me wrong i love my roomate but having my husband and our own house will be so nice:)

well im off to make my roomie some desert and do some more cdc's considering she made me dinner!

 39 days<3

OH for the love.

So since Ive been in Tucson i have been on one crazy roller coaster, but i am sure happy where im at now! I live with my double, its so weird. Her names Trish and she is as crazy and random as i am, for example today we sat in the walmart parking lot just to see "the people of walmart" oh for the love, who does that? WE DO! its so nice to have a roomate that i can spend everyday with and still look forward to coming home too, it really helps the whole my husband not being here thing. her husband is deployed and shes just as lonely as i am so its a nice mixture. Over the past week weve done so much especially food shopping! I FEEL LIKE we go everyday but I'm not complaining! also candle shopping for some reason we are OBSESSED with candles,our house smells like a bakery and its amazinggggg. She has a daughter who is making my baby fever so much worse, i love her shes is a bundle of joy and seeing trish be a mom at my age and  such a good one makes me want a baby that much more, not that i plan on having babies for a while but the thought is nice. so on  a different note i have 40 days till i see the love of my life,my hubby:) when ever i get some free time ive been trying to put my wedding together. it has been a dream of mine to have it where im planing it till this day and i cant wait to have it come all together, not to mention a old friend is doing my flowers. to some it up ill show you some pictures!

                 This is the chapel,it sits on long beach island where i grew up around the bay area.

 This is the actual estates area for the guests and dinner.

I'm using MDS floral design, my old neighbor Michelle, she has beautiful work i remember when she use to work out of her basement now she is in all the big wedding magazines and on platinum vendor lists, its so nice to see people go places in life!

Speaking of things i cant wait for....FALL oh man my favorite time of year! You can bundle up,drink warm cider carve pumpkins... i can go on forever so to leave with a good note ill show you just some of my favorite things!

 Cider!

 Falling colored leaves!

 

Hay rides!

 Pumpkin pie!

 Carving Pumpkins!

My Uggs!!!

I know it was short today but I have to go do CDC's(which i can explain next blog)

So here it goes!

Where do I even begin? I've always told myself i wasn't the "blogger" type, but for years Ive tried to write in a journal and always find myself stopping because i either loose it or don't have time to sit and write and not misspell words and have my handwriting just how i want it so i decided to make it easier on myself i would just blog! In my short 20 years i have been threw so much but i can honestly say i am pretty darn happy with my life at this point. i have been threw some extremely rough patches but somehow they always blow over. i grew up with my dad and my sister in Linen New Jersey during the week and Honsedale Pennsylvania on the weekends. My dad is seriously a model dad, he was left with my sister and i alone was i was just 2 years old from that point on nothing was about him it was my sister and i first, no matter what. And to tell you what for being raised by a single man i think i came out pretty darn good. thanks daddy for everything:) He is single now but for a while he was remarried to a terrible women, if you can even call her that. she was for one way to young for him and she also had 3 kids! what he was thinking was beyond me but thank god that over with now. but anyway right when i started high school i moved to a small down in north Jersey called Blairstown and until i moved there i didn't know there was such thing as a farm in jersey, it really blew my mind. At first i hated it there because i lived in Long Beach Island for a good portion of my life, i had the ocean and a great city i could do anything in. and all i could think living in this town was how terrible it would be you could get from one side to the other and see almost 75% of the people that lived there because there wasn't many. finally i got over myself and learned to love it more then anything. i love that i know a lot of people in my town, everyone in my school and worked in a small pizzeria that the whole town loved. i met some of the greatest people there and still to this day have them in my life and can count on them for anything. for starters My Best friend of all time who i trust my life with Alyssa, she is so different then i am but somehow we collide so well. everything about her is something some one looks for in a friend, not to mention her mother who i call my own:) they opened there door to me for two years and living with them is defiantly an experience you cant get anywhere else! some of my other darlings are Delsa Keirnan, Rachel Caggiano and Ashtan Arias people i can honestly say i wouldn't be here to this day with out. my girls for life<3 then there are my boys! sometime in the midst of my high school years i happen to run into a group of down home country boys that i couldn't find anywhere else, they are truly like my older brothers they would do anything for me and id do the same, you know who you are!! that brings me to where i am at now, before i graduated i wasn't really sure what i wanted to do with my life and where i wanted to go, i was partying every night with the boys and really didn't have what i thought i wanted in life, so i did something my dad always wanted me to do and joined the United States Air Force. I am now a dental technician serving my second year as an airmen. I am stationed at Davis Monthan Air Force Base and this is were i met my amazing husband Cody Lee Crunelle. He is everything you can ask for in a man. hes Handsome, polite, kind hearted... I could go on for hours basically my dream man:) Right now he is in Germany and that's the whole reason why i wanted to start blogging because until i get there in November i dont have him here with me to talk to and get all my thoughts out. but thats it for my first blog i hope it wasnt to boring or all over the place!

41 days<3