lump in my heart.

So again I was working twelves this week and man was it the wrong week to be doing that. It was my last free week not to be to crazy with PCSing, but of corse now it wasn't. I was working like a dog trying to get everything done and by the end of the work day I just wanted to sleep, and that I did I was asleep by 730 every night. It sounds pathetic but I really do get kicked in the butt working 12 hour shifts. With the days getting shorter I have so much on my plate now. I literally have something to do everyday this week.

Monday:bring car to california port.

Tuesday: TMO comes 

Wednesday: get the rest of my checklist done.

Thursday:final out

Friday:on a plane to Germany.

It seems so surreal to me. I still cannot grasp the feeling that I'm leaving this place,well at least not until today.

Today I did one of the toughest things I have ever had to do since leaving home. I gave Dozer away. I had a few options of what to do with him but I think I picked an awesome home for him. the lady is super nice and has kids that will love him more then anything. She also has a female pit that looks identical to him and they get along very well. It made it a lot easier on me but I hate the empty feeling i have with out him:(. other then find him a new home I gathered al my belongings and put them in one area for TMO. Man do I have a lot of clothes! And after running erons Trish and I went to her moms and we had dinner and played uno for a while with everyone. I am really going to miss it here just for the simple fact of her family. They are awesome and have excepted me as one of there own. A lot has happened this week that has put a perspective on things and has kicked me into sad mode about moving, but also happy that I will be with my amazing husband. So wish me luck for this week and after I'm settled i'll be sure to keep you updated!

My right hand man and best friend, forever and always<3